A book came to mind that I needed at the moment. It was one I’d devoured and scribbled tracks of my thinking in the margins and throughout it’s pages. I’d memorized where quotes were and knew exactly what chapter to go to upon my need of the words for a place in my paper.
My books are organized, by author, genre, publishing dates even. No other item in my house has an organizational system like my books. I need to know where they are at a given moment for whatever purpose I might need them for.
But, this book?
I’d searched the location that it should have been in. I ran downstairs to check my other shelves in my bedroom, my stack on my night stand, and then the pile by my chair in the living room.
“Think, brain, think, did you have it at school?” I quizzed my forgetful, menopausal mind.
“No, this is not a ‘school’ type book,” it replied.
And, then – I remembered.
I’d borrowed it to someone. I couldn’t remember who and I couldn’t remember when, but I remembered the offering.
And, now, it’s gone.
I don’t know if it will ever come back. And, ordering a new one would not ever be the same. Somewhat distraught and befuddled besides, I try to tell myself it’s okay.
“But what if they don’t even read it and the book is sitting somewhere lost, or worse, what if it gets sold in a garage sale or brought to a thrift store. My own words are in there!” I argue with myself again.
Arge. Will I ever learn?
From now on, this day forward, I need to let others know the name of the book I’m thinking they need to read and have them find it themselves.
But, that seems so selfish. I have so many books. What am I going to do with all these books? I want others to read good books!
Do it for your books.
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