The Universe if a crazy place and every day, I am guided to where and who I need to go next along my path. It affirms my belief in a higher power, yet baffles me at the same time.
Last week was one of those weeks where you are shaken a bit. Life feels cluttered, too much is coming in, events happen that upset the apple cart. I remained true to meditating and listening to my inner voice, and one morning I opened an email that was just junk. An email from Pinterest that suggests other pins you might like. If you are on Pinterest, you get these daily and I typically just delete them. Well, on this day, I was guided to check them out. Mind you, it was 8:30am ~ it’s very dangerous to go on Pinterest this early in the day, especially when my mind is at it’s peak and I should be doing more constructive things. . . like WRITING!
Regardless, I was sucked in. Too late. Hooked by the dragon.
I was led to a spirit doll. I love dolls. Years ago, when my children were small, I made cloth dolls from recycled clothing for craft fairs and shops to earn extra money. Every doll was a part of me.
Then, as my kids became more involved in sports, I began teaching full-time, the doll hobby was neglected and eventually I sold all the material and collections I accumulated for doll making at a garage sale. It was extra weight that I needed to clear out. I needed to make room for the new.
But still, I’m drawn to dolls and doll makers. I feel a pull whenever a doll maker talks of her work or I see a handmade doll.
This particular spirit doll let me to a woman’s spirit doll wall page of which I began pinning away from. Inspiration rose inside of me. I could feel my soul coming alive and my mind swirling with possibilities. I knew I needed to make a spirit doll somehow and venture back into the world of dolls. I missed them so much and they were calling me.
After a substantial loss of time, and feeling a little giddy, I decided I needed to thank this lady for the inspiration she brought me today. I found her on Facebook and sent her a small message of appreciation.
Immediately, she messaged back telling me about who she was.
I was intrigued and was nudged to ask her about her journey.
She replied, “Why don’t you give me a call. Here’s my cell #.”
Wow. Really? Cell #? Who does that?
I told her I would sometime. Truly wanting to, but, I know how busy people are and honestly hate bothering them. I was sure she was just being polite.
“How about now? Do you have a minute?” she continued.
“Ummm. . . okay,” I replied. Holy Kamoly. This amazing woman was serious.
This was just too much. But, my intuition said, “Call her.”
And. . . I actually did have time.
So, I did.
We talked for 2 hours. I filled 18 sticky notes with thoughts. She felt like an old soul who had gone before me.
I shared with her my apple cart tipping over and my forks in the road and she told me I needed to make a spirit doll for guidance. Gather a group of women together and create spirit dolls. There is power and energy in this, she said. Your spirit doll will tell you what you need. Listen to her.
I am so grateful for the women that have come into my life as mentors and guides. Miraculously, when my journey with one woman ends, another appears for the next leg on the path.
Off to the thrift store I went to snatch up anything that spoke to me for my Spirit Doll. I know my theme/intention for this doll will be of fearlessness, protection (energy) and peace. I did not googling and was brought to ancient Goddess Tara. Hmmm. . .
I’m not sure where I’m going with this, but it feels right.
Sometimes, we just have to trust.
Who will join me?